Saturday, April 11, 2009

It's 3am

It's another night that I can't sleep. I'm up, and my heart is racing. I just checked my pulse, and it's around 105bpm (so basically, it feels like I'm out for an easy jog). I suppose that I could take an Ambien, but they don't really seem to work for me (and I've never taken one this late, so I'm not sure what it would do). Unfortunately, this restlessness is normal, although usually I can sleep until 4:30am. I wonder what's causing the insomnia? I'm worried about my insurance company screwing me. I'm worried about the procedure. I'm worried about the recovery. I'm scared for what my life will be like afterwards. Bla Bla Bla.

chris

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